Past is over

Do not be afraid of God because of what you have done in the past.  The past is gone; it is beyond your control. What is done, is done; you cannot go back and change it, so why continue to berate yourself? You can atone only by becoming better now. Live the life shown by the Great Ones. And remember: All those who are wandering in the valley of dark delusion, whoever among them has given even a little thought to God – even a momentary yearning for Him – that desire shall ultimately save them.

– Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda
Book – Solving The Mystery of Life
Chapter – Live The Life Shown by The Great Ones, page 267-268