Go within.

When you truly want to be released from this earth dream, there is no power that can stop you from attaining liberation. Never doubt it. Your salvation is not to be achieved – it is already yours, because you are made in the image of God; but you have to know this. You have forgotten it. The musk deer madly seeks the fragrant musk everywhere, and in its frantic search carelessly slips to its death from the high mountain crags. Had the foolish deer only turned its nose to the musk pouch within itself, it would have found that which it sought. Similarly, we have only to turn within ourselves to find our salvation in the realization that our true Self, the soul, is made in God’s image.

– Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda